weNt through (GEMS BPS05)

17 Jan 2012, TUES

It's been such a long time i didn't wrote here. Few months ago, i was in Borneo Paradise Hotel Resort (BPS05), attending GEMS program for 55 days. It's a quite long but the experience that I've been through here was AWESOME. I'd like to be here...hihi (i just realize it) (",).... Been here for almost 2 months makes me be a better person..i guess so(hihi). I got new friends, new experience and gain some knowledge. The part that i like the most when we got off day. wink~

Here, we worked for 24/7 (if there's 25/8, we'd work for 25/8). That was insane! So many activities, classes and bla bla bla..... Every night we got an activity to do. In the morning, we just attend the class until 4.30 pm. I think, even a manager didn't do what we did here. Borneo "Paradise" became Borneo "Hell"... haha :-P

Our company, Opal Corp. was the best company even we're at the last place (just in Opalian's heart) hehe....and I'm the bottom in Opal (I've been met up with SM for 3 times regarding to this..my oh my..haha). There's 25 of us, came from different University, different appearance, races, places and so on. zzzZzZz~

Opal Corporation:
Fezrie (CEO), Alin and Najiy (QA n Audit), Diana and Azura (COO Project), Sulastri and Riena (COO Corporate), Yun and Jibah(Corp. Comm.), Gayah (Eng. Fair Rep.), Anuar (Megatrends Rep.), Adib (Sports Day Rep.), Ieron (CSR Rep.) and Hetty (Cor. Dinner Rep.), Norisah and Normala (Finance and Admin),Mr. Sam n Jack (HR), Najira and Fea (Learning and Development), Evelyn and Mila (ER), Polin (Compensation and Benefits), Habibi (Spiritual Uplift Act.) and Nazirah (Sports and Recreation).

with love,
-polin-

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i'mgoingcrazy

22/9/2011, Thurs (Anytime)

This is what exactly happened right now in home.

I'm going crazy #$%^&*()%^&*%

I just need a friend or whatsoever you called that to chill me out from being such a bored one. I'm being trapped in home like a prisoner! Somebody please help me to get out from here, even just a moment.

What a pity life of me :-(

Dear Friends,

Where're u guys have been????

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i miss the moment we hang out together!

Monday, August 1, 2011

OMG! i almost forgot that we ever hang out together if i did not found this kind of picture (actually in my cd). I think this is our first and the last we hang out together (i mean the 4 of us). It’s me, Efa, Joseph (si mata biru) and Sharil. Actually we didn’t not plan to go out together. It’s started when Sharil and Joseph went to Kg. E (hostel where me and Efa live) to return some stuff to Effa (they told me so). I don’t exactly remember how it’s started. Lol. The thing i remembered and know the most is, that night was awesome and we had a good time together. I’ll remember this! I’m just happy that we ever hang out together like this.

Even we are not very close now (i guess we never get close, haha), but this would be one of my best moment in UMS. Yeahhh! I love u guys...muahh!

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What will happen in future?

Sunday, 31 July, 2011

Future? I keep thinking what might happen to me when i finish my study. And, here i am. I just finish my study 2 months ago, and for sure i am looking for job now. While looking for a job, i've realized one thing. "It's so hard to find a job that worth". And sometimes the vacancies that they post was hard to accept. I give u an example, 'penjaga kuda'. I just feel wanna laugh by reading it. I can't imagine i'm a penjaga kuda. lol. I hope something good will happen in future (Aku nak keja bagus, rumah besar, kereta besar, gaji besar, yang penting semua besar, haha!). Amin~

i've never been these famous

SUNDAY, July 31, 2011

Sometimes, people do not know how to stop talking too much. lol

People talking around about you. Don't care if it's bad or good things. They keep mentioning your name everywhere. If they tell good things, that's good. But if they tell bad things about you, that's the problem! You'll be famous among them. Keep silent or talking? You decide!

p/s: Sometimes, we got to choose to keep silent or problems will after you! Silence avoid many problem.

Dr Dre ft Eminem - I Need A Doctor TTURK REMAKE 2011***

i said

TUE, 12th JULY 2011

when i said i need time, then give me a moment.

when i said i need a space, then leave me alone.

when i said lie things, its mean i'm in guilty.

when i said i'll text u later, its mean i'm busy.

when i said i don't like it, its mean i don't want u to do it.

when i said i don't want, its mean i don't want u to push me.

when i said i like u, its mean i really do.

when i said i care about you, its mean u're meant a lot to me.

when i said i'm getting bored with u, i didn't mean it.

when i said i hate you,then i'm just lying to myself.

when i said i promise, then i'll make it happen.

when i said i miss you, its mean i wanted to see u.

when i said i need you,then don't leave me.

when i said about the past, its mean i don't want it happened again.

when i said i love you, its mean i really care about you.

that's why i love you because u're really meant to me :)

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